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[03 Dec 2006|12:46pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] Ryan Riley is the most amazing person in the world. Stop. I think I really love him. Stop. I do really love him. Stop. I'm so happy. Continue. :] Wowowowowow. Ohhh wow. Except for a bitch I met, who I serisouly punch in the face a few times, I'm ecstatic. :DDDD post comment

[19 Nov 2006|09:13pm] Are you serious? I think I've fallen. And I can't get up. lmao. Seriously. Are you serious? Can you love someone so soon? What the hell is happening? I love this. Ryan is amazing. post comment

[14 Nov 2006|05:18pm] [ mood | complacent ] I wish I could go back and take all those sentences back, breath all the air back in that I wasted on him. I wish I wouldn't have made the same mistake twice. I wish--I Wish that I could really start fresh. It's tough, you know. So much time. No one ever really actually lets that sink in. So much of me was put into that. It's hard to start over. Even when you're the one who wanted to. Oh God. It's different now. It's so unlike everything else. His name is different. I've never known his name before. I like that a lot. There's no other 'Mike' or a 'Josh' or 'Nathon' or any of those names. The way I say them makes my mouth feel dirty. But not his name. It's new. I'm girly around him. And that's good. But not overly girly. I giggle, and I get all cute. I have to make sure my hair is cute, and my make-ups on right. And I smell good. And then, it's smooth sailing into all the intrests we share and how much we make eachother laugh. Then he kisses me. And oh, my God. I melt. I just melt. Why I said I wish I could take those other things back, is because with the way Ryan makes me happy, and the way he makes me feel completly new, I think he should know that he does that to me, and no one else does. I'm not saying I'm in love. *smiles* But saying I don't love him is cruel. I don't have strong feelings like that yet. I've never heard a boy say such sweet things. Oh, My God. post comment

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